Between friends...
Disclaimer: This story is not based on anyone living or dead. Any resemblance, whatsoever, of anyone, with any character in the story is purely coincidental.
“But you know… when the day comes and I say those three words… she’s going to be mine”, said Shailesh. “How can you even think that she’ll ever be yours… one day soon I’ll go and tell her everything and then on… she’ll be all mine”, said Naresh. “You guys can go on saying all that you want… ‘cause you know and I know what the end is going to be like”, said Utkarsh and then it was the turn of Prakash and thus continued the rounds of ruminations between this group of best friends. This was a peculiar set of people… they had a lot in common… studying in the same college, in the same class… but the strongest thing that bound then was that they were all in love with the same girl. When they were together it looked as if there is nothing else these people think of or do… whole of the world revolved around her. No one took her name… she was just “her”… and they all lost their tongues when she was near. There were no words spoken… just the thoughts they so wished she could hear. They fought all the time and then too they were all the best of friends… and they kept on fighting… waiting for the day they would be able to say something... and thus the time went on.
May had just begun… and everything was dead still. The foursome sat on the roof top of their hostel with plastic glasses in their hands and a newspaper laid down between them. There was an air of gloom all around. No one was saying a thing… there was no time to say all that was to be said. They all just wanted to sit next to each other… quietly. This might be the last time they were sitting together… and it would soon be when they would see each other maybe for the last time… graduation was three days away… There was not one word said… neither now… nor in the passed years... and it would soon be the last time when they would be able to see her. There still was the fire inside… but it seemed to be dulled by the contents of the glasses. There was so much to be said… and so less time… But then there was still some hope left inside… there were three more days to say what could not be said in three years… but hoping was all they could do.
Three days later they all found themselves dressed up in black robes and going through the ceremony… trying to listen to what was being said on the podium amidst the loud noise within… the deafening noise within. It was near… very near… then they would all be gone and all that would be left would be the memories… memories that could never get lost in the sands of time… “This cannot happen… I will not let this happen”, there was a huge noise that seemed to come from everywhere… but no one was able to hear it… except the four of them.
The evening found Shailesh standing in front of a brown door, knocking. There was a call from within and he went in… He had hardly said a word when he realized that Naresh was already standing there. There was another knock on the door and in came Utkarsh and soon Prakash too was there. All four stood there and looked at each other. “What happened… you all look like your dog’s died.” “Nothing,” said Naresh, “we just came in to say goodbye.” “Yah Goodbye,” said Shailesh and so did Naresh and Prakash. “Goodbye,” she said, “I’ll really miss you guys.”
Five minutes later they were all standing outside the door looking at each other… not knowing what to say or think. Prakash was the first one and then the rest of them followed suit. I can still remember the loud sound of laughing that followed the silence… and the heavy and teary embraces that followed. Though they still struggle to forget her… they parted friends… the bond between them stronger than it ever was.
“But you know… when the day comes and I say those three words… she’s going to be mine”, said Shailesh. “How can you even think that she’ll ever be yours… one day soon I’ll go and tell her everything and then on… she’ll be all mine”, said Naresh. “You guys can go on saying all that you want… ‘cause you know and I know what the end is going to be like”, said Utkarsh and then it was the turn of Prakash and thus continued the rounds of ruminations between this group of best friends. This was a peculiar set of people… they had a lot in common… studying in the same college, in the same class… but the strongest thing that bound then was that they were all in love with the same girl. When they were together it looked as if there is nothing else these people think of or do… whole of the world revolved around her. No one took her name… she was just “her”… and they all lost their tongues when she was near. There were no words spoken… just the thoughts they so wished she could hear. They fought all the time and then too they were all the best of friends… and they kept on fighting… waiting for the day they would be able to say something... and thus the time went on.
May had just begun… and everything was dead still. The foursome sat on the roof top of their hostel with plastic glasses in their hands and a newspaper laid down between them. There was an air of gloom all around. No one was saying a thing… there was no time to say all that was to be said. They all just wanted to sit next to each other… quietly. This might be the last time they were sitting together… and it would soon be when they would see each other maybe for the last time… graduation was three days away… There was not one word said… neither now… nor in the passed years... and it would soon be the last time when they would be able to see her. There still was the fire inside… but it seemed to be dulled by the contents of the glasses. There was so much to be said… and so less time… But then there was still some hope left inside… there were three more days to say what could not be said in three years… but hoping was all they could do.
Three days later they all found themselves dressed up in black robes and going through the ceremony… trying to listen to what was being said on the podium amidst the loud noise within… the deafening noise within. It was near… very near… then they would all be gone and all that would be left would be the memories… memories that could never get lost in the sands of time… “This cannot happen… I will not let this happen”, there was a huge noise that seemed to come from everywhere… but no one was able to hear it… except the four of them.
The evening found Shailesh standing in front of a brown door, knocking. There was a call from within and he went in… He had hardly said a word when he realized that Naresh was already standing there. There was another knock on the door and in came Utkarsh and soon Prakash too was there. All four stood there and looked at each other. “What happened… you all look like your dog’s died.” “Nothing,” said Naresh, “we just came in to say goodbye.” “Yah Goodbye,” said Shailesh and so did Naresh and Prakash. “Goodbye,” she said, “I’ll really miss you guys.”
Five minutes later they were all standing outside the door looking at each other… not knowing what to say or think. Prakash was the first one and then the rest of them followed suit. I can still remember the loud sound of laughing that followed the silence… and the heavy and teary embraces that followed. Though they still struggle to forget her… they parted friends… the bond between them stronger than it ever was.